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When ADHD collides with perimenopause with Margaret Reed Roberts

Margaret Reed Roberts is an experienced social worker and educator who noticed a change in how she felt in her late 40s. Along with more obvious symptoms of perimenopause, such as hot flushes and migraines, there came a deterioration in her cognition – she struggled to initiate, plan and complete daily tasks and the mental load became unmanageable. A friend suggested there may be more than perimenopause going on and questioned if Margaret was neurodivergent. Enter ADHD and perimenopause.

In this honest and insightful conversation, Margaret shares of the ‘relief and grief’ of being diagnosed with ADHD as an adult and the impact she now understands ADHD has on her daily activity, home life and relationships.

Margaret’s three tips for those who have ADHD or think they might have it:

(provided after the conversation)

  1. Be informed. Knowledge is a game changer. You feel more confident when you understand and are better able to advocate for yourself. Challenge others where necessary, using your acquired knowledge and pass that information on.
  2. Don’t be alone; join support groups, talk to empathetic friends and family.
  3. Tell your story. You and your story are valuable, not everyone will listen or care, but the more we talk, the more we break taboos and stigma.

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Twitter: @geordiereed

Episode Transcript:

Dr Louise Newson [00:00:09] Hello. I’m Dr Louise Newson and welcome to my podcast. I’m a GP and menopause specialist and I run the Newson Health Menopause and Wellbeing Centre here in Stratford-upon-Avon. I’m also the founder of The Menopause Charity and the menopause support app called balance. On the podcast, I will be joined each week by an exciting guest to help provide evidence-based information and advice about both the perimenopause and the menopause.

Dr Louise Newson [00:00:46] Today on the podcast, I’m really excited to introduce to you someone called Margaret, who has been working hard, like many women do behind the scenes actually, to help. And we’ve just written a booklet together with other team members about ADHD and the perimenopause and menopause, which is something that hasn’t actually been spoken about before. And the number of women we see in the clinic means we’re learning so much through our patients and we see a lot of women who have ADHD or just some traits actually that get a lot worse during the perimenopause and menopause. A lot of people find that their attention isn’t as good or they ruminate a lot. They have some quite obsessive behaviour as well, which can often worsen with low hormone levels. So we’ve produced this booklet that’s come out and Margaret has been working with my team and she’s here today to talk a bit more about this. So welcome, Margaret. Thanks for coming today.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:01:40] Thank you. It’s great to be here. It’s a real privilege.

Dr Louise Newson [00:01:43] So, do you mind just sharing a bit? Well, firstly, let’s talk – I’ve just mentioned four letters and some people won’t even know what they stand for. So medics are very good at that. We use lots of terminology that people don’t understand. So do you mind talking what ADHD is and also about your journey as well, if that’s okay?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:02:01] So ADHD stands for Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. It’s quite a mouthful. It is loaded with negative words. It doesn’t suit a lot of people – ADHD. A number of us try to come up with our own version of what it means for each of us the A, the D, the H and the D in terms of positives and strengths as a way of sort of reframing the negative labels. So it’s a neurodivergent condition. It’s not even a condition in a way. It’s a neurodivergent type of brain. It’s a neuro type. It’s a brain design. Your brain structure is different, and it’s not only to do with some of the neurotransmitter chemicals, a lot of people think it’s to do with dopamine only, but it’s actually so much more than that.

Dr Louise Newson [00:02:54] And that is the same with a lot of conditions, isn’t it? There is a whole spectrum as well, and I think some people think you either have it or you don’t. And it’s very black and white. And actually it isn’t really, is it? There can be different degrees and you know, it actually can be a positive thing for some people as well because we all use our brain in different ways and it’s working out how to turn it into something that could be beneficial. And I think there’s so much labelling and like you say, a stigma with a label because often it’s, well we see it all the time in the menopause don’t we because of misunderstanding. And I think with ADHD, lots of people think that’s children, that’s naughty children. You know, I’ve had people with ADHD in my clinical room and they’re opening the cupboard.  They can’t sit still. They’ll be fiddling with all my equipment and it’s so easy to just say, ‘Oh, that’s a really badly behaved child’. No, it’s not. It’s an inquisitive child who wants to learn more. And, you know, isn’t that great that they’ve got such a wonderful brain that constantly needs stimulation.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:03:54] That’s right.

Dr Louise Newson [00:03:54] It’s very interesting, isn’t it? So, yeah. Carry on.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:03:56] So just some of the things you’ve said there are actually really helpful. And I would quite like to unpack a couple of things that you said in a way. You’ve talked about, didn’t you a spectrum. Now, actually, many, many people think of the spectrum as being linear, which is super unhelpful and not accurate at all. And people who are neurodivergent actually well, I see the spectrum is when you’re trying to go on your colour printer and you get that beautiful colour spectrum, so many different shades and you’re trying to find the exact shade. That is what the spectrum is. I do think in terms of what we understand about neurodivergent brains is you either do have a neurodivergent brain or you don’t, but actually I think a high functioning, low functioning. And that applies to mostly we’ve talked about that in terms of being autistic, but there’s actually some overlap. It’s different, but it’s similar. And that’s not always easy to put your finger on. I’m not autistic. My eldest son is autistic and my youngest son has recently had a diagnosis, but only after I had my diagnosis. Normally it’s the other way around.

Dr Louise Newson [00:05:19] Yeah, because it can run in families can’t it?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:05:22] Yeah, it’s about 74 to 76% genetic.

Dr Louise Newson [00:05:26] Right. Which is a lot isn’t it?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:05:28] So, yeah. Chances are if you are ADHD and you have children and you look back in your family line, you will see it. I also see it in my previous family line.

Dr Louise Newson [00:05:40] And is there an association with ADHD and autism as well?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:05:43] Yes. So for autistics, there’s about 50% co-occurring, but the other way around. If you’re predominantly ADHD, the autism is much less. So it’s absolutely, I mean, your divergence is fascinating. Our brains are amazing aren’t they. They are really interesting. But the label, the ADHD label, I know people say, ‘Why did you want to label yourself?’ And actually, I don’t want some label as such. But understanding ourselves or our child or other family members is so important. Understanding what we need, how we work, how we function. So that diagnosis has not been a label to me. It has been a roadmap back to myself. That’s sort of the best way I can describe it, because I lost all sense of myself. I didn’t recognise myself anymore really. And then actually owning some of that and recognising, okay, these are the reasons why I’ve been struggling and that’s actually – in some ways it’s freeing. I found a combination of relief and grief with that understanding of myself at 48. Like you look back on your life and there’s a lot of different things. I think so many missed opportunities, that aspect of possibly feeling let down. Very much misunderstood. ADHD is so individual as well. I’m not obsessive, but I know there’s obsession and addiction with some people. That doesn’t impact me in that way. ADHD is you can be the sort of impulsive, hyperactive or the inattentive or the combination. And mine is a combination. But I’m predominantly what you call inattentive, but inattentive isn’t what we think either. It’s really complicated and we really need clinicians to understand because there’s so much to it. So you really, really need to be specialist in that element of psychiatry.

Dr Louise Newson [00:07:56] Yeah, absolutely. And I think that’s so important with anything is about individualisation, actually. And for too long in medicine we’ve been giving people labels and diagnoses and trying to fit people into a box. And that’s how we make diagnosis, of course.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:08:10] Yes, you need some of that.

Dr Louise Newson [00:08:11] It’s really important. We have this big net that we cast and we’re trying to filter and filter all the time. But then when it gets down to it, everybody with diabetes is different, everybody with migraine is different. So then it’s the same with any psychiatric illness and any disorder. Even if it’s not a disease, there is a whole array and actually even for that, individual, symptoms and manifestations can vary not just day to day, but hour to hour as well. And it all depends on their external environment as well as internally. What you’re eating, how you exercise, what your relationship is with friends and family and all sorts of things.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:08:49] That’s right. Yep we’re not we’re not in isolation. It’s all how everything fits together in our life. I mean, certainly for me, it is a neurodivergent condition. It’s not a mental health condition. It’s not a psychiatric condition. I struggle in some ways that psychiatry is focussed on this, because I actually think we need neuroscientists.

Dr Louise Newson [00:09:09] Yes, absolutely do.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:09:10] I know there are some psychiatrists who are, sort of does the overlap. But sometimes it feels a bit funny because I’m like, I’m not mentally unwell. It can impact me, society can make me feel…

Dr Louise Newson [00:09:25] …If they’re not diagnosed properly and don’t have the right tools and the right understanding.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:09:30] That’s right. Lots of misdiagnosis. And then the impacts can cause living unsupported, possibly unmedicated or not understanding what is going on with yourself. But it’s not just in the brain, actually. It manifests itself in your body as well in strange ways that people you know, a lot of things can be internal for women. It looks different for women as it does in men. And the combination of ADHD and menopause, it’s a complete double whammy, isn’t it? When we talk about gender bias and stigma, I just think, ‘Oh yeah.’ ADHD and menopause combined is just very, very hard for most women. And the new research is showing huge numbers of women. That is the most impactful time of their life.

Dr Louise Newson [00:10:19] Which is no surprise is it, because it is a like you say, it affects the brain and we know our female hormones affect our brain. And what’s very interesting is in the perimenopause, we’ve got great changes of hormone levels. And so I think a lot of these disorders are actually worse during the perimenopause than in the menopause when hormones are uniformly low.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:10:39] Okay, I’m going to hold onto that.

Dr Louise Newson [00:10:40] Yeah. So when you have these big changes of estrogen, progesterone and testosterone it really can affect the way we think. And we know that some other conditions, so you know, anxiety, depression, even suicidal thoughts could be a lot worse in the perimenopause and, you know, our brains like stability. You know, any of us who have not slept well know how it affects our brain function. If we haven’t eaten for long periods of time, it can affect. So our brains like routine, they like structure. So anything that’s changing or challenging to our brains is going to affect any other condition as well. And so it’s very interesting that you said that you were diagnosed when you were 48, is that right?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:11:21] Yeah.

Dr Louise Newson [00:11:22] Yeah. So how did that come about then? Because obviously you’ve been living with maybe thinking that your brain is working differently to others for a long time. But did you try and get help before or did you just think that was you?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:11:35] So I think having a diagnosis now has allowed me to reflect perhaps, a little bit reimagine. That’s quite painful to reimagine what it would have been like actually, to have known, to have that kind of… I think for me information is empowering. I think it allows me you perhaps be a little bit more accepting of yourself. I think a lot of people with ADHD feel, well certainly in the past and still do, feel quite useless sometimes. There’s a lot of negative impact on us alongside some great strengths. So at 48, I was, I think probably my menopause signs started about 47. I noticed various physical symptoms of perimenopause, and then definitely the cognition started getting worse and then initiating things. So it’s really hard to start things sometimes, and it’s really hard to finish things. Often we’ll have lots of projects that are unfinished because we get an idea and we’ll go with it. Our brains actually like spontaneity quite often. So that’s another difference and whilst I don’t have specific necessarily routines, which is quite interesting. I just go with what I want to do and how I feel. I do obviously have a family to consider, so I guess we have to get up and have to get out to school. Those are all things that you do, but I don’t necessarily do everything in the same order for myself. You know, I might brush my teeth later, might brush them earlier. Lots of people have a regular routine. That’s not me. When I might start cooking dinner, which is quite a thing now. So I noticed that I’d lost interest in cooking. The planning got even harder of anything, you know, like going shopping and being overwhelmed by all the choice, making decisions about things. And it’s all the micro detail that often it’s women that are juggling, I think. The mental load was just totally unmanageable for me, and I’ve only, you know, tried to juggle some balls and I do drop some sometimes, but this just got worse and worse and worse. And then, I think I was much more irritable, much more triggered easily. Obviously with neurodivergent children, there’s a lot going on in our home environment as well. I just started… I don’t understand what’s going on and I’m forgetting words, struggling to find my words. I’m usually somebody who’s fairly articulate. Took me longer to say what I wanted to. Took me longer to process information. I just have a hundred thoughts going on in my head at once and ADHD stops me from prioritising those. And it’s a very much an interest based brain design, not a priorities and must dos. So we’ll do something that takes our interest and put off the stuff because actually it’s very, very effortful. It’s not that we’re not trying hard. It’s hugely effortful and actually quite exhausting and overwhelming.

Dr Louise Newson [00:15:00] I was going to say must be very tiring as well.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:15:03] It’s completely exhausting. So people have and that’s a key sign. Multiple burnouts for people, you know, mini burnouts, fatigue. And there’s a big overlap there, isn’t there, with perimenopause, but you can imagine the magnification of that with perimenopause and then all this undiagnosed brain busyness and it’s different. I’ve experienced depression, I have experienced anxiety. And I imagine that is to do with undiagnosed ADHD for 48 years, as well as some difficult personal circumstances beyond that. So those are the things I thought, okay. So I also had really severe migraines that were triggered by perimenopause, and I was just ending up being in bed so much because I was so ill. I couldn’t get over one before the next one happened. And then, so I realised something seriously wrong here. I’d started HRT, the physical things had got better. The cognitive things were getting worse. You know, you talk to my neurologist, I’m a dementia worker, I’m a social worker by background, and I was a dementia worker at the time. So I started questioning, ‘Do I have dementia?’ And I was getting quite scared about what is going on. This is really frightening for me now, but very much it’s internal and people don’t see it.

Dr Louise Newson [00:16:26] Yes. But I think as women, we do hide our emotions a lot. And, you know, I think there’s a lot of misperceptions out there. I think people look at me with the work I do and think that I’m very strong and that they can batter me down and criticise my work. But actually internally I’m really upset and I’m very vulnerable and I have a lot of time where I doubt my abilities and you know, feel very, very tired and very emotional. But I wouldn’t show that in public.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:16:53] And you’re very public, aren’t you.

Dr Louise Newson [00:16:54] Yeah, well…

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:16:57] And it means something to you, what you’re doing, you’re totally committed.

Dr Louise Newson [00:17:00] Yeah. And that’s what upsets me ever more actually. You know when I’m criticised I think actually they don’t realise I’m not doing this for me, I’m doing it to help all women. Now that’s the same, you know, like you say, if you take your children to school, you don’t want people to know that you’re upset having an awful time. You just try. And I think as women and I am selling women here, but as women, we pride ourselves in being able to multitask and to be able to do everything. Everyone looks at us actually all the time, and that can be very, very exhausting. And then if we have perimenopausal or menopausal symptoms, which often include anxiety, self-doubt, feelings of reduced self-worth, unable to think coherently and properly, but not being able to compartmentalise things in the same way. And actually we can sensationalise emotions quite a lot as well, which is very, very common. So a small criticism, which normally I would have brushed off, you know, when I was perimenopausal I would just burst into tears. And I know now, certainly with some of the bullying and toxicity that’s going on behind the scenes, if I wasn’t taking HRT, I absolutely would give up my job. I probably would walk away from my family as well because the pressure is so intense. But I know I’ve got stability with my hormones, so that is making a big difference. But also stability of my hormones allows me to do a regular yoga practice, to sleep well, to eat well, to look holistically at my life as well, and to sort out my head as clearly as I can. But without having my hormones balanced, it can be very, very difficult. And I think to do more research, which is woefully neglected in women’s health, in ADHD, in perimenopause and menopause. You know, you said about addiction. We see a lot of women whose addictive personalities come through again during the perimenopause and menopause. I’ve seen a lot of women whose drug use has changed and gone back to how they were as a teenager or alcohol as well. They start off drinking just to numb their symptoms. But actually this addictive behaviour carries on. It might be eating chocolate, you know, it might be other sort of behaviours and they come back during the perimenopause and menopause and and I think also when people feel bad about themselves anyway, they think, ‘Well, what the hell, I don’t care if I’m going to injure myself by taking drugs or by drinking more alcohol.’ And then gambling is a lot more common during the perimenopause and menopause.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:19:22] Without ADHD. So all those things are more with our ADHD. And then ADHD will magnify those much more because the brain is seeking that dopamine. I’m not a very high risk person. Though actually I’m quite an open and honest person and a lot of ADHD people are. So our emotions impact our emotional regulation. So we are, you know, we’re deeply sensitive people, but I, I don’t see what’s wrong with that. There’s nothing wrong with that because we change things. You know, we change our conversations. We change the world with those. We’re the canaries in the coal mine really. We pick up on things that other people don’t pick up on. We might not verbalise that, but actually we do say what we think quite often.

Dr Louise Newson [00:20:11] Which is actually no bad thing at all.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:20:12] No, completely. Sometimes it’s a bit much for people. Some of it will be with very flowery language, I swear slightly more to myself and occasionally out loud to friends. I don’t swear very much, but I noticed that had changed slightly. But I think for us. So you talked about the rejection, didn’t you, through the really tough things that you have in doing this job. And actually it’s a vocation. What you’re doing is a vocation and an unrecognised part of ADHD is a thing called rejection sensitivity dysphoria. Where criticism and actually we can be our own worst critics and bullies in our minds because we do see how many things we drop and feel like we’re failing. But actually rejection sensitivity dysphoria is something that is very, very overwhelming. And it’s a whole body experience, and often it feels like you’ve been punched in the stomach. It feels so physical. And then there’s that sudden rush of overwhelm, which can make you actually in that moment. But it can last. It can go on. Then it tips over into feeling suicidal. But I know that actually this is going to pass. And I’ve never you know, most people wouldn’t act on it. But I think we also need to be aware. We need to be looking at suicide, right? With menopause.

Dr Louise Newson [00:21:34] Absolutely.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:21:34] Because it feels so hopeless for people. And it’s not.

Dr Louise Newson [00:21:38] Yeah, but they can’t see the way out. They can’t see that they will improve. And as I’m sure you know, we’re doing research into suicide prevention. Funding a PhD student. And this is all really, really important. And I think the other thing that is important, we talked about as individuals getting a diagnosis, which has been really important for you, but it’s also about awareness for other people as well. Because I said, you know, some of my friends who’ve got ADHD or they’re autistic, actually, when I know what’s going on, I can not get upset myself about the way that they are, if you see what I mean. And you know, once you understand people and I’ve got a great privilege of obviously being a doctor, I see and speak to so many different people. And when you understand what’s going on, well you can never fully understand but understand what’s going on in their brains and the way they work. Then actually your relationship as a friend or a colleague or a mentor can be quite different with different people. And your expectations might be different because that you’re saying your routine is different. So it might be that, you know, you behave differently on different days, which is absolutely fine.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:22:46] But we all do in some ways.

Dr Louise Newson [00:22:49] Course we do. Yes. Well, that’s right but there are people like you say, you’re very open in your challenge and you’ll talk to me, which is really important. Whereas some people who are… They’ve got Aspergers, don’t read emotions and they’re very, very rigid in the way they think. And so I could be very upset thinking, ‘Oh, they haven’t picked up how sad I am.’ But they can’t read it. And so if you understand what’s going on in somebody’s brain, then actually you can be a better friend as well because you know, which are the bits that really are affecting that person and which aren’t and how you can talk to them. And all this is building up to really be so important that we know. And I think the problem is also ADHD is often being thought of as diagnosing children and therefore it’s a children’s disorder.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:23:35] Yes.

Dr Louise Newson [00:23:36] And it’s not, is it?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:23:37] It’s not. It’s a neurodivergent condition. So, you know, mostly for most people ADHD is to do with the brain they were born with. Now, who knew that neurodivergent children grew up into neurodivergent adults? I mean, that’s amazing. Yeah rocket science. So it is that. And I’m noticing, you know, we’ve come quite a long way in terms of recognising autistic needs. But actually when we talk about neurodivergence, it’s not just about being autistic, it’s about some other things. Now, I know a lot of actually ADHD women that I link in with on some really great Facebook groups I found so, so helpful. And that’s made a big difference to me. We’ve even had a book group and tried to help each other. Sometimes it’s a bit chaotic. People forget. People go off at tangents and that’s the thing with friendships and relationships. You get an idea, you’re frightened that you’re going to forget it, so it comes out and often I think women say things and then their brain catches up.

Dr Louise Newson [00:24:46] Yes, we’re very good at that.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:24:47] Yeah. And that’s even more so for us. So I think ADHD women often struggle. But I’m an extrovert. I’m a people person, I’m a social worker. I’ve got lots of those things. But I think a lot of ADHD women are quite introvert and then have hid themselves away and masked that.

Dr Louise Newson [00:25:04] Yeah, and that’s worse because it means that they’re usually suffering more and they’re unable to vocalise and verbalise and share. So and that’s where social media has its faults, but it can be very good because you don’t have to verbalise it very close, you can absorb. But knowing you’re not alone is really important. With anything, I think it’s really important knowing that there are other people who may be better, may be worse, may be similar to you and unable to realise that you’re not alone is so important.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:25:31] Yeah, it’s individual, but there are shared experiences.

Dr Louise Newson [00:25:34] Yeah. Absolutely.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:25:35] And if you’ve met one person, so as a dementia worker we say if you’ve met one person with dementia, you’ve met one person with dementia and it’s the same if you’ve met one neurodivergent person, you’ve met one neurodivergent person.

Dr Louise Newson [00:25:47] Absolutely.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:25:48] We’re all made amazingly and uniquely.

Dr Louise Newson [00:25:51] Yes, which is good. You certainly wouldn’t want two of me around. Absolutely. No it’s great. And I’m really grateful for you spending your time today because it is always difficult talking about yourself.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:26:04] It is, you feel vulnerable. But ctually, I see the bigger picture.

Dr Louise Newson [00:26:07] Yes. And I know this conversation, there’ll be a lot of people that will be nodding and will be thinking, and it’s just planting that seed, there’s a really important start to a conversation, actually. So I’m very grateful for your time Margaret. But just before we end, I wouldn’t mind just asking for three tips, really. And I’d like to just ask you three reasons why you think people should read the booklet that we’ve been working on together. What are the three good things about the booklet?

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:26:34] Three good reasons for the booklet. Well, yeah, that’s fine. I think, one, because ADHD is very misunderstood, very misunderstood within females. Secondly, because there is a significant impact on 95% of women who are ADHD when they hit perimenopause. That’s serious. We need to look at that clinically. Don’t we? We really need to bed that in in psychiatry, GPs and when we’re treating and supporting perimenopause, we really need to look at that. That will change things. We have to take that on. So that’s the second one. Third one, I mean the booklet, if you want to be our allies, we need allies because we do get misunderstood. I think a lot of people do feel different. I haven’t felt different, but I felt really misunderstood. And there’s a lot of pain in that, and a lot of loss.

Dr Louise Newson [00:27:35] Yes. The most important thing with all of this is about awareness, understanding and also to start this conversation so we can start to build on some research as well. As many of you have heard me before, know that I’m very dedicated to research and we do give a not insignificant amount of money for research from the clinic, but we want to do more so building teams. So if any of you are interested in research in this area, then please contact and we really need to build on that. It’s really great that we’re starting, but there’s a lot more we need to do. So thank you ever so much for your time today, Margaret and I really, really appreciate it and I look forward to hearing feedback about the booklet as well. So thanks very much for your time.

Margaret Reed Roberts [00:28:18] Thanks, Louise. Bye bye.

Dr Louise Newson [00:28:22] For more information about the perimenopause and menopause, please visit my website Or you can download the free balance app which is available to download from the App Store or from Google Play.


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